okay ppl.. this will be the last post i guess.. im leaving this blog le.. so.. yup. tagged by lingli to do somethin, so here goes..

1) At what age do u wish to get married?
27

2) Study hard or play hard?
both ba..

3) Who is the person u trust most?
needless for me to say, isnt it?

4) Do u think u have enough confidence?
ehhh.. definition of enough? it cant measured, so i hav no idea.

5) If you hav a dream come true, what will it be?
live with her, happily ever after.

6) what is your idea of a friend?
sia la ask me this kind of qns.. my idea is blind deer - no eye deer.. no idea.. damnnnn.

7) what is your goal this year?
dun retain dun retain dun retain dun retain.

8) do you believe in eternity love?
not in the past, but yes for now :)

9) If you have all the time and money in the world, what will you do?
hire the best contractors, build a HUGE house for her and my family.. heh heh..

10) If time were to unwind, what will you want to change?
everything that's wrong..

11) Would you like the person whom you love make the initiative to hug/kiss you?
not really ba.. most probably i won't..

12) what feelings u hate the most?
fear of losing someone/something impt

13) what is your childhood amibiton?
haha.. wayyyyy to many. got police, fireman.. the usual ones that kids can think of la..

14) do u believe in love at first sight?
not really.. but dere's always exceptions

15) what do you think is the most impt thing in your life?
family.

16) who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
my family, my beiyu dear, best frens..

17) people who are going to be hated by you?
ppl who lie to me.. and those who go arnd being a jackass and trying to attract attention, when obviously they failed miserably.

18) describe the person who tagged you in 5 words
ehhh... noisy? (ohman lingli pls dun happen to see this =P) HAHAHA. more than 5 words liao!

19) do u deserve to be loved?
*looks at beiyu.. HAHAHA

20) which one came first? egg or chicken?
chicken! in chinese we say 鸡蛋，and not 蛋鸡。

oh this is the best day ever la!!

i smell something rotting. haha. okay i've survived another week of hectic sch. and is really break-neck tat kind de. plus now concert is coming up, so im like having band evryday la. mon wed fri will be combined, den tues thurs will be our own extra practice. and sat i have alumni band! cool rite.. whole week.

and wad they say is true la.. when no sch, will feeling like going to sch.. now dere's sch, will wan to hav more holidays.. weird creatures.

but at least after a long day of lessons, i get to look forward to band. haha. tat day i was telling pongpong, normally fri will be more high. cos its the last weekday of the week, and got band! ohman i love fridays.. hahaha.

sch tmr.. siaaannnnn. can they like take away curriculum time den jus chuck in band?

i think im losing myself. or maybe i really am. i really feel super lost now, and v pissed and irritated wif myself.. and bloody hell i dun even noe wad went wrong. it jus seems that evrythin's very wrong and gone out of place.

siewhui said i've changed. as in suddenly become v lost, and i wasnt like this in the past. yes i noticed somethin wrong too, but i dunno what isit! tired? stressed? depressed? i think even God doesnt know the ans.

i hate this feeling la. it sucks and is terrible. and plus my cough's getting frm bad to worse, i think im losing my voice..

assss la. today got sch like no sch liddat. 1st period was the wad arts week programme, budden nth la. so end up become free period. after tat went for econs lecture, and den had chinese. wrote a compo, so the time like passed super quickly. den had 1 and half hr break. and BY RIGHT after tat i shld hav history tutorial and end sch at 2.10. but end up the teacher din come, so basically we jus went dere, got the essay qns, and den tats it! so my lessons ended an hr earlier, at 1.10.. ya is okay la. cos i was super sleepy. but bad thing is band start at 4! which means i stayed in the canteen for like 3hrs.. ok la. got do bio. budden wahlao today like holiday la!

den band was... tiring? only towards the end tat i felt like i was going to 卦 alrdy. and japanese graffiti V is super nice! but quite hard to play, and wif like 1mth plus to concert, stress ahh! and after tat will be followed by alumni band concert.. AHHH!

now i get it when ppl used to tell me "go jc v no life one" its true la! cos weekdays i'll be busy wif sch and cca like evryone. den for weekends, saturday i'll hav alumni band, and sat and sun hav to stay home do hmrk and study and stuffs. really no life la! i feel so drifted frm the world outside now. cos i dun even noe wads the latest movie tats showing in cinemas. k la at least i noe got the wad "sky of love" and "rule #1".. haha. budden others i really dunno alrdy. today joseph asked "eh got watch semi-pro?" and den i gave him the "huh-wad-is-that" look..

and... i still think the world is cruel.. KANASAI 2 and half hrs of GP tmr! daaaaaammmnnnn..

this world is cruel, really v cruel..

wah seh super long din update. haha. k la.. i survived 3 and a half days of permanent timetable alrdy, cos thurs was a half day, and fri public holiday. ohya. HAPPY EASTER! eeyer tmr monday again. i dun like mondays.. got the wad PC/CT period. is like the last period for the day la, 1hr some more! if nt i get to go home at 4.10 la! waste time sia.. aye basically the new timetable machiam sai la..

haha. now i super look forward to wed, fri and sat. got band!! haha. okay ytd alumni band was quite sian. had sectionals, no combine.. and scootin' on hardrock is a cool song! but v contradicitng.. the scores say "Scootin' On Hardrock. Three Short Scat-Jazzy Dances" yeah rite. three short dances, and the whole pieces is like 8min plus. v short...

sia la tmr science enrichment programme... WTF is that!!!!

okay nvm.. wed fri sat faster come!!